Equally Wrong

No equal ground...

from JoeUser Forums
So
It’s like
I’ll watch you
From a distance
Very far
Away
Just don’t play
Say it like it is

Because I’m close to longer caring
I’m close to just wanting
A kiss
Or two
“Just one little kiss”
You shouldn’t have to ask
Because it’s not a given
I’ll just say no

Even he says it
I’m too good for you
Wasn’t expecting that from him
Thought you two might be tight
Guess not
Guess I guessed wrong
That’s how you are
Guess so

Really close to not caring
Because one can only feel
What is returned to her
I’m slipping
Farther from
The reality I once created
An illusion
A sweet illusion

It’s as equally wrong
For me-
To want you
For what I want [not you- the illusion]
Blind to who you truly are
-As it is for you to
Turn me down for
The person I truly am

Equally wrong
No equal ground
My stamina
Not with-holding [change]
But holding
Clutching tight- not resisting
Forevermore
Now

I’ve known it all along
Let me know
I’ve done wrong
This stolen line
Existing so perfectly
Effort-
less-
ly

I don’t need to make myself
Stop caring
It’s too far
Come and gone
I realized tonight
I’m too far
Come and gone
Goodnight

Less effort
Than I imagined
Once again
On my own
Easy come
Easy go
I’m letting you, forever take hold
I’m letting you go

Goodnight

~Sarah
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top

"""""I’m letting you, forever take hold
I’m letting you go"""""

That's fucking brilliant.

Trinitie

*Sorry, I thought it manditory to use the *F* bomb in any threads between you and I.  I hope it was is a valid thought....mostly because I really like the *F* bomb and hope to use it more in the future.    But really, I actually thought that was FUCKING  brilliant.

Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
Well done - a little hard to follow but the overall feel was captured.
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