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i miss you but i can't even talk to you
I can't even attempt try to break up with you and watch you save the relationship
I can't have a break down and sit in relaxation as I see you feel my pain

i want to be infatuated (sp) with someone i can touch
someone I have to prevent myself from being over reaching towards
snail mail sucks and even then I have to be cautious

without regular stimulation, my emotions have no guidance
to me thats whats a relationship is about
listening to your heart, with guidance

natsu no kareshi- summer boyfriend
that's what I need
without a triple layer level of guilt and confusion

can't take this gray existence
this feeling of settling for the current
and forgetting about tommorow
I'm your Kadena Bitch
that's all
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
"I want to be infatuated (sp).."

Spelling is ok here.

I like your play of words: "without regular stimulation, my emotions have no guidance
to me thats whats a relationship is about
listening to your heart, with guidance"

and "summer boyfriend
that's what I need
without a triple layer level of guilt and confusion"